happy tuesday

So right now i shouldn't even be on here
it's pass my bedtime. yes 10:37pm is really late for me. actually it's really late for my parents. overprotective worry warts. well today was just too darn cold if you ask me. so yesterday was disneyland and today was cj morris. and performing in front of those kids made me go down memory lane. it made me think of those days when life was simple yet at the time hard. those times when everyone would say "EEEWWW" to the words 'marry' and 'kissing'. haha.

kids... so young. not that i'm saying im old or anything. ;] haha. but kids at that age. being innocent to the bad things of the world. building friendships. but my friendships in elementary school didn't last long for me because i was a different person 10 to 13 years ago compared to now. Thank God for that. I thank Him for change. wether i like them or not. it happens for the best. honestly, i'll always be a kid at heart and i'll keep my youth. and yet i'm growing up. there are things that i need to figure out and learn on my own. i look at other people's lives and i think to myself, "i want to live like that". but i'm reminded that i am my own person. i have my own path to take. new revelations to discover. i believe i'm on that path right now with high school coming to an end. i really need to stop being lazy. there's a period where i work really hard and then i get weary and don't feel like doing my best. i really dislike the routine. this bad habit. GAH! hopefully college will change that. or at least now. im trying to make senior year different from all the other years, so we'll see what happens on June.

so i finally have my christmas gift idea for mis amigos amy and robertson. and you want to know where i got the idea? from my school's newspaper 'hoofprint'. haha. it's within my budget! and it's easy yet creative. it's semi homemade. so im excited to get started on that soon before friday. it's brilliant and (for me) it's never been done before. im happy with it.

so it is now wednesday. and it's raining. my feet are cold. and i think i've already gained weight and it's not even Christmas day yet! - -x sad. on the bright side... friday is almost here and no more school for 2 weeks, yay!