1/16/10

Right now

is one of those moments where when you start to blog you lose everything you wanted to blog about. when i'm not on the internet, i have my blog ideas... and now im blank.

after today, it will be
16 days until my birthday
the last of my 'teen' years

I feel that no matter how old I get I'll still be a kid. and to some, I still look like a kid (thanks ryan david chin) (yeah that comment hurt me. haha not really). I'm still going to watch the disney channel and I'm still going to be depending on my parents. I still need to toughen up and face my fears... and there are a few things I'm afraid of and worry about this semester but I'm going to leave that in God's hands. I can't do this alone and I have to constantly remind myself that He's there each and every step of the way. patience and trust is key.

Lord, You know my heart, but I easily fall short. I miss the mark all the time. but then You still love me. Thank You God. I pray that you protect this fragile heart of mine. that I may continue to love others yet guard it. You know the very desires.. my wants... and what I really need.

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