I'm just a fool

who's willing to sit around and wait for you
but baby can't you see
there's nothing left for me
to do
'cause I'm hopelessly devoted to you...

so my second crush happened in 1st grade (my first crush in kindergarten lol) and that lasted on and off until high school. yeah that was a long time... and my mind and my heart was able to let go at the end of junior year into summer. When I fall, I fall pretty hard and I have a hard time letting go. I was young and very very emotional. I ran away with emotions a lot and often acted on things without thought... because all my thoughts centered around this one person who didn't feel the same way. Sure, he was flattered and tried to be friends with me... but, boy, was I a foolish girl.

and now I wonder how long this will last. it's only a matter of time...
I'm so glad I'm doing so much better at not telling the whole world.
I'm not as boy crazy as before (ok, ok I still am.... lol)
but hey it's a learning process.
I'm still trying to figure it all out
I'm still trying to balance my mind and emotions
I want God first
I need to be reminded that things of this world is temporary
therefore it'll make me happy... for the time being.
my life is temporary
speaking of which...

my freshman year is drawing to a close!
seems like yesterday that it was only choir camp
it felt like elementary school!
making new friends in a new environment
this year was an adventure

and it's not over yet

You are the everlasting God
the everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles