God was good today
as He always is every single day
The weather wasn't kind
I wanted to read for fun but didn't have the chance
that's what happens when I read a book in a bookstore before buying it
shouldn't have done that because now i'll be reading the book on and off
I like locking myself in my room stuck with a book all day maybe everyday
my words need to stop JUST being words
actions must be made
oh, there I go again
there's a blogger who goes to APU
and she currently inspires me
I truly admire her
I may not end up where she's at but I strive to be successful as her
ah, it's 7th grade all over again
where I once looked up to a pastor's daughter
and she was a worship leader with an amazing voice and such an uplifting spirit
and I decided I wanted to sing in chapel too
looking back on those things,
just reminds me how much God has blessed me
I've gone this far and I'm not about to quit now
I'm sure scared as heck
but God has my life all planned out
it's all in His hands
so I was reading the latest Seventeen magazine issue
and came across a page that read, "Post High School Dating"
or something like that
and one thing that made me think about you
was, "in college, the guy doesn't break up with you, they disappear"
you can just easily lose contact with that person
without having to even say it
I feel that's what's happening now
you're slowly disappearing
and surprisingly, I'm not doing anything about it
except writing about it here
when I should be talking about it to you
but how can I when we haven't said a word to each other for days?
I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck
wherever you are
whenever it's right...
I'm most certainly waiting for the right time and different place
because technology sucks
tomorrow is Monday
shoot me
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