So won't you be my honey bee

Be my valentine<3

so it's the month of L O V E
the month to celebrate your significant other

for me (and probably for most people) it's not Valentine's Day...

it's single awareness day!

dun dun dunnnnn! throughout my younger years, I longed for a boy. plain and simple. I remember a blog i posted about goals for high school and one of them said get a boyfriend. Really, Rachel, really!? I don't remember when I decided this but I didn't want a boyfriend in high school. i mean, high school boys were so immature! and after seeing so many break ups and heartaches, I didn't want that for myself. I don't want to waste my time and effort on a short-term relationship.

But just because I don't want to be in a relationship right now, doesn't mean it's easy. my heart still yearns for that special someone, whoever he may be. I deal with lust just like anyone else. I still daydream. and there's always that one person who's on my mind. At least I'm a little mature and more secretive about this... no more random gushy/mushy love notes and telling the whole world who I like. haha. I was done chasing a long time ago.

I'll just come out and say it:

I really really like him

the end