1/29/10

(Not a love) Letter Never Sent

First I want to say I feel so blessed to be your friend. I thought that with you having so many friends you would forget the little people such as I.. so thanks for being my friend and I hope we'll be friends through thick and thin.

So now I hear you're talking about me to everyone. EVERYONE. ok-- not everyone but about four people told me you couldn't stop talking about me. I'm deeply flattered... seriously. I never thought someone like you would see me as more than a friend. actually, i didn't think we'd even be friends like this. and.. i don't think any guy for that matter would ever look twice at me... not because I don't look good or anything... but I don't know anyone who has spoken highly of me. again, wow. I'm flattered.

But I don't think I can return the feeling... I would just be leading you on and playing with your heart. And I don't want to do that to you. You're so much fun to be around with and I can only see you as a friend.

ugh, I wish I can say this better but this is the best I can do.

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