This morning

...was THEE coldest I have ever felt. I didn't want to wake up nor did I want to stay in bed because I was really really cold. I know there's this thing called the heater but for some reason it wasn't turned on. And I didn't want to shower because once you get out, it gets even colder. Maybe it's because I take really warm showers.

So on Monday God reminded me what worship was all about. The message rebuked me, and it just told me to just hang in there. I'm having a hard time with my church and I feel it's not doing any good for me spiritually. Every week I question my role and sometimes I think I'm not meant do this. I honestly don't want to stay in this church. I feel discouraged and I'm suppose to set an example.

But I was reminded that as a church member I shouldn't expect the church to give or what impact it can do in my life. It's not about me nor is it about the people. It's God. A lot of the times we lose sight of why we come to church. It's really about what you can offer to God. Giving Him the glory. Giving thanks.

Lord, thank You for being the lifter of my head. Thank You for Your amazing love and grace that I do not deserve. Help me to live and do the things I do that's for You and not because I feel like it but because it's from the heart.

PTL for the sun shining today :] I don't see any rain