You know what I wish for? probably more than anything in this world right now, I wish my life was a musical. :] I could see it now... I wake up in the morning with a jubilant song and get dressed by animals like snow white. I'll be walking to school singing. and much more singing in class. oh goodness classes would be less monotonous with singing yes? it would be very disney to me. haha.
so last night i had a factory bowl from taco factory con mis padres and today after school ate at chipotle con mis amigos and hung out with justine for a bit and then my dad (thinking that we're not going to have any food at home, but we actually do) brought some food from flame broiler and i must say it's delicious. and i'm a total fattie i swear. i wish it was just as easy to lose weight as it is to gain. it's always easy in the summer because i have plenty of time and school is not in the way. yeah i kind of feel bad for eating burrito bowls twice this week. really really bad.
in just a few days, it will be my 18th birthday. finally. LEGALITY. adulthood. the big 1-8. so much bigger than a sweet 16 i must say. and you know what i want for my birthday other than the material things? i want someone to sing a song for me. no, not the happy birthday. just a nice song. it could be my favorite song or your favorite song or song that you think i should listen to that i've never heard of before... or better yet, write me a song! haha like that will happen. but a song would be nice. some balloons would be lovely. but what i really want is a song.
you know i feel that the age of maturity exists less and less to me now. i mean some people that are in their 20s still act like kids with no responsibilities. and there are those who grow up fast. 18 doesn't seem to be like the adult age. sure i get the perks of watching R-rated movies and i get to make those calls where you "must be 18 or older to call". yeah those commercials where they advertise products. I can go clubbing (but i'm not that kind of girl, well i might go once if my friends force me or something but most likely you wouldn't find me in a club). the point: i probably won't feel 18. maybe when i turn 21 it will kick in. or maybe later.
it's funny how i bump into people who went to APU. ok so when i went to disneyland for choir, me and my choir buddies were at this place to get bracelets and get our names on them. so the girl who was writing the names had a name tag that had her name and right underneath it, it had APU. and i just had to talk to her about it because i was going there and she asked me what i'll be majoring and i said music. and she started giving me details about music majors and how they rehearse a lot. or so she says. my second encounter was with an APU alumnus who so happens to be my civics teacher! well i didn't know she went to APU until she asked me if i was going there. i wonder how she figured that out. but yeah she blurted it out in front of everybody (well people near by who could hear). her husband even graduated from APU. wow. actually before i met my civics teacher there was a sub for my english class and she looked like denise richards. and she attends APU too! i wanted to tell her that i'm going there this fall but everyone started talking at once so she never heard me. man, i'm excited. i wish i could dorm there though. but i'm trying to save money by staying home. it's already expensive even if i'm not dorming there. i already know 5 people who are thinking of going there or definitely going there. it's a small world. well it's not that far so it's understandable if i see a few people i know.
speaking of a small world. my dad just killed my plans of having my first job in disneyland.
oh poo poo
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