Admitting that you have a problem is the first step

I HAVE A PROBLEM that I absolutely need to conquer.
I have a "spending" problem, the need to have more than what is needed. It's crazy ridiculously insane in the brain. I have this huge guilt that's eating me inside. and I just looked at my bank account and couldn't believe that I spent THAT much. I'm truly disappointed. I have to be a little tighter on my spending. minimize going out, even if it means not going out and spending time with the people I love. that I truly miss and that I WILL miss.

there has to be a fine line between wants and needs because it seems to me that I keep thinking they're the same thing. I need what I want when it's not what I really need. I don't really need make up. I don't really need anymore tops.

shopping, you're my worst enemy at this point. and it has to stop right here right now. I'm getting more mad at my bank account every time I look at it.

Ok, I have about a week left. I can do this. I just need to stay away from friends (with the exception of one or two people... and that's it!) and really REALLY minimize my social life so I can spend more time with school and set my priorities straight. I am trying my very best to conquer procrastination and laziness.

oh another thing. facebook is eating me to the bone. and i WILL learn to control my internet use.

hopefully

oh please, God, help me.