Why was I put in this position? I'm not cut out to be a leader because I'm too timid and I stutter... a lot. I don't like public speaking especially when I don't know what to say. this morning, I wanted to give up and cry. I didn't want to be there and keep going because I fail and fail. I'm seriously just waiting for the day when I'm no longer at that place.
It's such a big commitment and since my parents are part of this and I still live at home, I have to do this. right now, my heart is really not in it. well, this morning my heart wasn't in it.
I will always fall short
I will always make mistakes
I will always sin
I will always say the wrong things
I will always stumble
but you know what?
God is everything
He died for my shortcomings
He died so I could live
He died so I can run this race
this long journey
of opportunity and adventure
I've learned to count my blessings instead of my failures
and I'm STILL learning.
it's an ongoing process
and it's all part of the plan
His plan
with less of me
THERE'S MORE OF HIM
because I'm not enough in this world,
I look to Him
think about it,
if we were everything we ever want to be
Where's God?
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