Why did I wear a sweater today??

Now, every time I say sweater, I'm going to be thinking about my dad telling me that it's really a sweatshirt. But you know what I mean when I say sweater right? cool. and my definition of a jacket is a sweater except it has a zipper. and a sweater doesn't have a zipper. it's suppose to be 60 degrees outside but it feels like 80. pleeeeaase weather people get it right! Well, the weather will start to cool down once the evening approaches. and i'll be here the whole day.

yesterday was a sunny SUNday. P to the L!
I had a Panera date with the oh so wonderful beautiful amy gong
and I bought her a loaf of Asiago bread.
and I totally recommend buying Asiago bread from Panera.
it's amazing and in amy's words "heavenly"

gonna back track to friday...
a friend of mine left for Louisiana :(
I was a little sad last week. It won't be the same without you, friend. you're a wonderful musician and dedicated to this church. you'll never know how very much thankful i am. I don't show it a lot because it became such a routine for the past 2 years! wow, our church has been going for that long? oh, and thanks for telling me the freeway route to church. haha.

Aaron was telling me the other day before it became official that God told him to go to Louisiana. and he told me the signs and everything. and I (even he) didn't know he'd be leaving so soon! and when his mom told me "today is going to be his last sunday" I was shocked. who's going to play the lead guitar!? haha i know i'm so lame for thinking that but it's true! our band won't sound as good without him. he had more authority and leadership than I did.

it really made me think if i should study abroad sometime in the near future. Last week, a few more of my friends left to south africa and germany. One of them being my alpha leader asked if I have ever given thought to studying abroad. right now, my heart's not in it... and i'm only a freshman. but just recently, I was talking to God and I said if I'm not going to live on campus next year, then I will seriously consider studying abroad to Germany. that's the plan. those options both involve me out of the house. and that's what I want.

wow, the weather is amazing today.
too bad it's going to rain tomorrow.
well, rain or shine, I'm still going to hold my head up high and smile... just as long I don't have wet feet. and I will get rain boots! somehow... i was told nordstrom has rain boots. pleeease let them have a pair for me. pretty please.

haha I'm texting amy because
drum roll please
she got unlimited texting! = o
oooh my goodness!
yeah that really put a smile on my face when she told me that yesterday

hmmm so much incoherent babbling in this blog
SIGH
even when i'm blogging I get distracted
seriously i need more FOCUS and DISCIPLINE.
good bye