My morning worship song

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars
that I might know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You

'Cause all You are,
is all I want, always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You
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Lord, why is it hard for me to even seek You right now? I guess my heart has really gone off someplace. My mind has been wandering. And I just have a really hard time to even WANT to seek You. My flesh would take over. My spirit gets weary. My cup runs dry. And yet I still long to be in Your presence. In my mind, I want to be with You. But right now, that's not what I'm hearing in my heart. I have doubts. I have worries. I want change. I want more.

God > me
I < God

My prayers go out to those who are really suffering spiritually. I'm aware that there are financial difficulties and circumstances impossible to overcome... I fall under that. But really, my walk with God is what matters the most. So, you're under pressure and you feel life is giving you lemons. How's your walk with God? Is it stronger or weaker? Because that's where it has to start... it has to start with God. With Him, all things are possible. Things will fall into place. All it takes is faith and prayer. Don't try to do things on your own. He'll make it even harder for you just to get your attention. He wants you to run to Him. to surrender all your burden to Him. to trust Him. When there's more of Him, there's less of you.