haha what great alliteration i have! tomorrow will be terrible tuesday tuh-riffic. yeah i'm mildly enthusiastic these days and i don't know why. i really dislike it right now. i'm not excited for anything (except for the fact that my bestie natalie is back from mexico, woo!) I dread waking up in the morning. 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period is just draining. and next to that, i'm gaining weight. oh joy. no joke. my pants are getting tighter and i have a beer belly. or so it seems like i have a beer belly. and knowing that i'm gaining weight makes me less enthusiastic. it's not like i'm depressed or anything, i just have my moments. and these are one of those times when i feel out of it. it's a vicious cycle really. but i try at my utmost to really flip it around and look at the bright side. maybe that's just it. i'm taking the situation to my own hands and trying to fix it myself. i guess i've been neglecting God. my heart is not in its place... it's not where it should be.
every morning before i walk to school, my mom would pray for me and my brother. the verse i shared with her was this:
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your path straight. -Proverbs 3:5-6
this was my first memory verse and it stuck to me ever since i was 13. and it is also my senior quote:] i really do live by this verse and remind myself to not take situations into my own hands. i just have to leave everything to God. i have to trust in Him. and Him alone.
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