1/29/09

almost 2 years ago

March 11, 2007
Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all. Charm is deceptive and beauty if fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. Give her the reward she has earned, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

Proverbs 31:29-31
Honestly, I still don't know my exact career or what college to go to or what I'm going to major in. All I know is I want to make a difference and be able to influence other. As a woman of God I'm strong and capable of challenges. He's raising me up to more than I can be. Sure, I could major in music or take up something in the medical field but maybe just maybe I can do more than my ability. With God all things are possible. I want to do something that I love and have a passion for. It's something that I can't just quit at or give up at.
I'll work my hardest and see what's my forte and right now my thing is music and singing.
Lord, help me with decisions and direction with all my heart I ♥ u
I shall continue this amazing journey with a strong mindset.

I wrote this devotion entry in my sophomore year, the time when i was thinking about my college future. I was already thinking about music then! and now He has set upon my heart to take up music as my career choice. and that's what I'm going to do. GAP: God answers prayers. I always like to look back on my (i guess you could call them) journal entries (they're really my devotion entries as you see there's a verse in the beginning). I like to see how far I've gone and how much I've grown since I wrote them. It's kind of like how I really like looking through yearbooks. Which means I like to look back a lot when i should be pressing on forward, moving ahead instead of lingering in the past. it's nice to reminisce once in a while but sometimes it gets to be a problem when I can't let go and I keep returning to them. well what can you do?

well from tomorrow it will be 3 more days til that lovely day I turn 18:]
Saturday: Pancake Breakfast, Phantom of the Opera
Sunday: no church:( ... victoria gardens:)
Monday: MY BURFDAY:)))) on a monday... a school day... the beginning of the week :(((

2 comments:

Michelle said...

aw i feel you! the whole what do i wanna be when i'm older thing...

you're watching the phantom of the opera?!! THATS A FREAKING GOOD BROADWAY SHOW RIGHT THERE haha :D

BIRTHDAY ON MONDAY?! WHY DIDNT YOU TELLLL MEEE

and hi rachel :] SEE we have ANOTHER thing in common! haha in the back of my mind and heart and soul there is a little longing for me to be in the music profession. its a little voice. nobody knows about my thoughts in that. hahaha

i think it'd be cool to go to the school aj goes to. i want to experience that.

Michelle said...

haha yeah we're such choir nerds we go see it for fun x]] haha but i liked it. it was intenseee
if i'd watch it again i'd watch it again actually.

wait, i don't get it? haha we did use four chords... c g am f.. ?