San Jose

i miss them kiddos. it was never boring with them around. they were either running around and laughing/crying/fighting/watching tv/messing around with my brother/having fun with me. hey, they weren't always little angels... haha. my dad said that they were us when me and my brother were their age. man, were they such cry babies. but i still love them with all my heart and i miss them from the moment i left san jose. and are they oh so lucky to have a big sister like me.

to comment on the last picture: my camera broke. well it still functions, meaning it can still take pictures but the screen broke. you can't see any pictures after taking one until i upload it on the computer! :( boo! and you know what that means? new camera!;] well i won't be getting it right away... or will i? haha whatever. i can still take picutres, i just can't see them

so i don't feel so good right now because i'm sick with the fever:(
i just thank the Lord that i wasn't sick during concert week or disneyland. im down with the fever during winter break. haha. i just hope and pray for quick recovery because when i get back to school, it's gonna be crazy. or so i think it will. i'm involved with the spring musical and being the balcony nun, who knows what hard work entails. preparing for show choir competitions in february. plenty of thursday afterschool rehearsals. and right when i get back: finals. oh joy.

yesterday: i finally watched the notebook (again. i've watched it before but that was a long time ago) and it backs up my point that you'll never forget your first love. that's why i'll never have a 2nd boyfriend or a 3rd. my first will be my last. so i'll be saving myself for that special someone. and i know it sounds cheesy and something unlikely to happen. but i have faith and good things come for those who wait. and that's just what i'll do. i love the ending of the movie too. they're still together despite the problems they're facing. ally having dementia and noah could just right then and there, leave her and she wouldn't even know it! noah would read the story of their life everyday, unceasingly. that' amazing. ryan gosling is a hottie i must say. haha.

okie dokes... happy early new year's! :))))